Thursday, March 29, 2012

Goodbye my friend

With tears in my eyes, I say goodbye to my sweet, courageous, young friend, John. Hopefully, I'll soon be able to give John a proper tribute here, but since I'm at a loss for words right now, I'll share what his mom just wrote in his Caringbridge journal, and ask for your prayers for his family.

For everything there is a season, 
and a time for every matter under heaven:
a time to be born, and a time to die; 
a time to plant, and a time to pluck up what is planted;
a time to kill, and a time to heal.
Ecclesiastes 3:1-3

John's time for healing has come. He went to be with the Lord at 10:55 am, March 29, 2012. John's time to be born was February 5, 1983. He lived 29 wonderful years and his dad, brother, and I and those that had a part in his life are better because we knew him. Thank you for your continued prayers.


Wednesday, March 7, 2012

Test of Hope

Hope ... one of my favorite words. However, my "Hope" has been tested over the past few weeks as I have watched a young friend’s cognitive and motor skills diminish, more and more each time I see him, due to that nasty disease called cancer. Oh, I fully realize that John is a walking miracle! To have lived over five years with the most deadly form of brain cancer is truly a gift from God. But how difficult it is to see someone you love struggling to walk, talk and even eat because their brain can’t send the proper signals to their body. And equally difficult knowing how heartbreaking it must be for his parents to watch it happen. My heart goes out to them, to his brother, and to all his family members and friends. But, even though my heart aches, at the same time I feel very blessed to have had the opportunity these past five years, to spend some quality time with John, to get to know him better, to experience the joy of seeing that beautiful smile of his on a fairly regular basis, but most of all to share his journey of hope ... his hope that someday he would beat this disease and be healed. And you know what, John will be healed ... either God will choose to miraculously heal him in this life, or He will grant him a much greater healing. And while I selfishly hope for the miracle, I'm confident that John's hope is in the Lord and he's ready for whatever God has in store for him!